1/11/2011

2day is my first day for my first job after my graduation. it is not very busy for me for the first day in southern steel. since there is orientation for the one n half day for the new coming. by the way,today they only brief about the company background, company policy, rules n regulation, some more safety requirement. it is not very hard day for me .....for the beginning but at last ....the new employee have to take the exam about IR...industry relation.....most of the question is coming from the law...n ...also act~...haiz...law again....but for me still ok...the question is not very hard....n i js take around 15 minute to finish it..... 2day also consider as a meaningful day for me...the number of date is very nice 1/11/11......it mean there is 5 one for the date~wahaha.....nice number right~so i decide today is a new day for me....a new day for my first job ....n also new day for my new life.....a new day for me~everything is consider as new for me..... in this new day...i really dint hope more on my life anymore ~everything for me it's nothing anymore~ by now in the current situation of my heart .....there is only one thing in my heart~which i hope this job will be suitable for me~ now i am only concentrate on my career ...... my job~i dint expect other than this anymore~ especially on relationship thing~ do u think can i done it~ even do so~but i still wanna thx for u because of u, i understand those feel.....thx for giving me those happy n sweet day~our time was short but enough for me to remember it~ 2moro sure will be long way to go~~i should rest more ~for battle~

31/10/2011

this few day i really get myself in trouble~i am say that i wont come bec here n write le~but actually i found that without here n facebook i hv no place to go anymore~ does anyone understand my situation n feeling~ i feel empty in my heart n soul~i feel nothing in myself ....i dun noe wat wrong with me,i dun noe how to describe that feel ....n i also dun noe how to speak it out......some more i dun noe how to share with my friends~ do i really have friends?how many friends do i hv?who can i share ? this type of question i tot is very important but after i write out, i think that is no more important me...even how many do i hv, do they can help....maybe can o maybe not. the most important is myself ..how i going to manage myself..... maybe that old man is right about me~i am too logic d....everything also plan ...there is nothing can out of my planning....i should not think everything by logic? so far, the plan is well...... it is good for me to hv a plan~a plan for me~ 2moro i going go for work d.....my first job after i graduate. it work as warehouse executive at southensteel. i am noe that i am very lucky coz can find this job at this position. my people cant find this kind of job and salary after graduate.....by this i really appreciate this opportunity. i hope i can handle this job well~~